No it Isn't ~

Please understand, this isn't just goodbye. This is I can't stand you, this is where the road crashed into the ocean. It rises all around me & now we're barely breathing. A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore. Curse my enemies forever. Let's slit our wrists & burn down something beautiful. This desperation leaves me overjoyed, with fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy. I listen to you cry, a cry for less attention but both my hands are tied & I'm pushed into the deep end. I listen to you talk, but talk is cheap & my mouth is filled with blood from trying not to speak. So search for an excuse & someone to believe you. In foreign dressing rooms, I'm empty with the need to. Curse my enemies forever, let's slit our wrists & burn down something beautiful. This desperation leaves me overjoyed, with fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy. Please understand; Lay rotting where I fall. I'm dead from bad intentions, suffocated & embalmed. And now all our dreams are cashed in. You swore you wouldn't lose, then lost your brain, you make a sound that feels like pain. So please understand; This isn't just goodbye, this is I can't stand you.