NEVER let this go ~

Maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much & never will I have to answer again to anyone. Please don't get me wrong, because I’ll never let this go but I can't find the words to tell you I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you. One day you'll get sick of saying that everything’s alright & by then I’m sure I'll be pretending just like I am tonight. Please don't get me wrong because I’ll never let this go. but I can't find the words to tell you, I don't want to be alone but now I feel like I don't know you.